A Simple Man, In A Complicated World...
Its weird
We all start out whole more or less. And sometimes we break. From there we become lost, searching for something to fill the void. But, the only thing that can fill that void is something else broken. Can two broken pieces coexist and become whole? Or will the fragments that remain loose, broken or cracked be too much for them to go on. I thought things would fit. Maybe I’m not trying hard enough. Or maybe I’m jumping to conclusions. Idk. I just want this to work. I want to be whole. With you.
I haven’t been here in a while.
Oh well. All I’d end up doing on here is complaining etc if I started posting again. I’m tired…
Dumbfoundead - Are We There Yet
Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know
Gotye - Hearts A Mess
I Am.
That’s all. I can’t be anything more. It doesn’t work. An impossibility. At the very least its an improbability. I see other people, they are something. Not I. I don’t understand how. I can figure out why they are something. Just not how. It’s funny. I always wanted to be. It seemed so peaceful. But can peace exist without chaos. Perhaps. Maybe it was an illusion. Being. That’s chaos. Countless questions without answers. A shadow with nothing to form it. Nothing makes sense…Gah, I’m so pathetic. Hah. Now I have myself to laugh at.
